^_^ Kisah Derma Darah....

~i chose this title for my blog because i chat something about this point with my little senior...and because i have a memories about this title,and this title make me laughed when i recall;))~

skype with my little senior & she tells me yang she baru balik dari program derma darah...and she's one of the blood donors...& i am proud of her because not all people have a courage on it...she said,not big pain,just like bite by an ant...ya,that's true...tidak sakit pun actually instead for me it is one of fun in your life & you will enjoy it & feel responsibility, big heart towards other person's life who needs the blood... 

--> i just want to recall my memories about this & i want to share with you all readers...the past time,my inquisitive more higher than you all know...saya seorang yang sukakan cabaran,not for show off just grows up as a teenagers make me needs to feel all the good things like blood donors,climbing the mountain,and more activities i want to join;) sometimes,i am a naughty girl,hehehe,but i like my ways as long as i am not break the syariah laws @ rules..i hope so...


--> i think masuk ni 3x yana nak sangat derma darah,but 2x nak derma asyik ada halangan,so,i can't to be one of blood donors..s0,this is okay,maybe the time's still not coming for me...so,i accept it..kali ke-3,yana join baktisiswa dekat kampung peneh,kuala berang terengganu if i haven't mistaken...i still can remembered...ada program derma darah & finally,i got it,i can be a part of the blood donors...so happy sangat...buuuuuuuuuutttttttt have a incident i can't forget,so embarassed me but i think it's usual happened at the blood donors,lalalalala~

saya takut sangat sampai nurse tu nak cucuk,tak dapat nak cucuk,kihkihkih:D gara-gara yana terlalu takut nak dicucuk,tapi ada hati nak derma:P
after that,the nurse said she done to inject me...so,i said why i am not felt anything of pain...i more be calm & suddenly,she gives me the injection,aaarrggghh,oh my god,i felt this pain...but,my bl0od can't suction t0 fill full one pack bag,just half of the pack bag...she said,the bloods only can used for the little baby,looks,my blood can't out from my body because the fear around me...my friends just laugh at me:( but i am proud of me because at least,my dream becoming true..ALHAMDULILLAH,i can share my blood of grace were given from ALLAH to another person..


so,the conclusion,besarkan jiwa mu...selagi termampu,hadiahkanlah & berkongsilah sebanyak mungkin nikmat yang ALLAH beri bersama orang lain...if u can't give anything,just give your valuable smile & spread your smile to whole world...mereka pasti tersenyum kepadamu...Nilai sebuah ukhwah & persaudaraan;)

Nothing t0 say~

Kafarah d0sa vs Pengorbanan ibu bapa…

Bukan senang nak jadi senang, & bukan senang untuk jadi susah…

Setiap benda pasti ada cabarannya yang tersendiri…

Setelah apa yang berlaku pada kami before, this is really give me reminder with the matter surrounding us. Apa yang berlaku membuatkan saya jadi tidak kuat & sering terfikir bahawa yang terjadi mengingatkn saya untuk lebih bersifat sensitive terhadap orang-orang di sekeliling saya & menghargai mereka because bila mereka tidak ada baru kita nak menyesal. Mungkin ini adalah kafarah dosa di atas apa yang berlaku before this, ALLAH sedang mengingatkan saya, astaghfirullah al-azim atas dosa-dosa saya, Alhamdulillah atas kasih sayang yang telah diberi ALLAH, Subhanallah tidak terhingga atas rahmat kasih sayangNya.

                10 hari di rumah, yana lebih banyak berehat, tido, makan pun kurang due to kesihatan yang kurang baik, bak kata bapak ‘yana lebih cengkung berbanding sebelum’, sejak kita kecil lagi kita sudah boleh melihat pengorbanan ibu bapa kita malahan sepanjang hayat bagi saya & sume itu tidak mampu terbalas. Ibu bapa yana menjaga yana, letak ubat, masakkan makanan untuk yana berbeza dari orang lain..dah 2x masuk ni yana rasa besar sangat pengorbanan mereka. First, bila yana kemalangan time lepas SPM nak dekat raya haji, second yana chicken pox ni, nak dekat raya haji.

Antara ayat quran yang menyebut hendaklah kita berbuat baik dengan ibu bapa kita, betapa besar ALLAH meletakkan darjat ibu bapa, ‘syurga di bawah telapak kaki ibu’ antara quotes yang selalu disebut ;

   Dan hendaklah kamu beribadat kepada Allah dan janganlah kamu sekutukan Dia dengan sesuatu apa jua; dan hendaklah kamu berbuat baik kepada kedua ibubapa. [al-Nisa’ 4:36][1]

Maka, seharusnya kita mengetahui di mana posisi kita sebagai seorang anak~jangan la sekali-kali mengatakan ‘uh’ kepad ibu bapa kita…berjasa lah kepada mereka selagi nyawa di kandung badan;) kerana dikhuatiri suatu hari nanti kita akan menyesal bila ajal menjemput mereka..saling mengingati buat sahabat-sahabat di bwah lindungan rahmat kasih sayangNya;)

Berbuat baiklah kepada ibu bapa;)

^__________^

Pergaduhan Tercetus Hanya Kerana Amarah…

In this entry, I want to story about something happens in my terrible night. I hope this incident not happens again. This is actually warning signs to my sister & me about our relationship. And this is reminding me to be careful with my words that don’t offend to other feelings.

        Before we jump to the title above, I would like to tell how relationship was beginning. I know my sister in oversea while we were studying there. She is my senior although she is younger than me because I further my studies with Diploma’s certificate but she is using SPM’s certificate. We knew each other due to her situation and we were becoming close until one day’s I was noticed that I love her so much. I’m so scared and that feeling’s made me jealousy person until finally I made decision to confess my feeling’s to her. The feedback’s from my confessing was pleased to me. Through was happening before, I made decision to take her as a foster sister and to be as well as likes my blood’s sister and until today we could get along together. In our relationship, we learn to understand our feelings, needing, accepting as well as we are. I’m so happy because we have for each other.

The story begins with happy chatting. I’m now in Malaysia while her still hard to finish his studying. I’m always pray for her to success in her life. So, we always keep in touch with messaging, calling, and chatting on internet. Like usual, we chat about some issues, ourselves, our problems and anything. Suddenly, we had chatting about the other person stories, I suppose to know more but she didn’t want to story due to that person’s attitude. So, the actions made me angry but I know her reason why, maybe because I’m so curious to know until I said something unnecessary goes to hurt him but I didn’t mean it. I just to convey sulking to her but misunderstood occurring between us and my word is “okay, fine, we don’t need to talk about us again”. Our anger was conquered ourselves and immediately we disconnect to chat. I’m so ego and I didn’t want to coax her until tomorrow, after I wake up from my slept, I noticed that I made a mistake, moreover, I ‘m very in a hurry with my actions.

I try gave text to her many times that I hope she can forgive me. Maybe due to my actions, her heart still hurt, & I didn’t blame to her, in the end, she wanted us to give our heart respectively revived. At same times, I got fever after I walking under the rains & because this incident thus I’m very sad what happens actually. I felt asleep, headache. This pain through three a day & I’m still not going well. The three of days, I met doctor to made check-up & I had provided some medicine from doctor. Tomorrow, I absent from my class because the pain still not decreased but I was going to teach my students in tuition center as usual. My fever increase than the days before, I couldn’t stand and finally I met to the doctor for second time. I had suspected before that had infected ‘chicken pox’ due to my conditions & signs in my body. The doctor gave me mc to take leave for 10 days & many of medicines.

After that, I call my parents to inform about my conditions & they would fetch me in hostel. I’m always gave text to my beloved sister and finally our relationship likes blossoms scent. Thank you so much to my sister & I made a promise not to offend her again. Hope our relationship is forever till hereafter.

Luv u My Beloved Sister...

' I Believe...Y0u Believe...We Believe...They Believe...She Believe...He Believe...It believe...ALL Believe ;) '

Entry kali ini yana nak cerita mengenai I BELIEVE lagu yang sangat bermakna liriknya bagi yana,sangat mendalam,lagu yang dinyanyikan oleh Maher Zain & Irfan Makki...jom hayati maksud tersirat lagu ini~

When you’re searching for the light
And you see no hope in sight
Be sure and have no doubt
He’s always close to you

He’s the one who knows you best
He knows what’s in your heart
You’ll find your peace at last
If you just have faith in Him

You’re always in our hearts and minds
Your name is mentioned every day
I’ll follow you no matter what
My biggest wish is to see you one day

Chorus:
I believe
I believe
Do you believe, oh do you believe?

Believe in ALLAH;)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pRztmbnyV70

Coz I believe
In a man who used to be
So full of love and harmony
He fought for peace and liberty
And never would he hurt anything
He was a mercy for mankind
A teacher till the end of time
No creature could be compared to him
So full of light and blessings

You’re always in our hearts and minds
Your name is mentioned every day
I’ll follow you no matter what
If God wills we’ll meet one day

Chorus:

If you lose your way
Believe in a better day
Trials will come
But surely they will fade away
If you just believe
What is plain to see
Just open your heart
And let His love flow through

I believe I believe, I believe I believe
And now I feel my heart is at peace

Chorus:

I believe I believe, I believe I believe

<---- Dunia Imaginasi @ Dunia Khayalan...[ credit t0 my bel0ved teacher ; sir Azman ]

Assalamualaikum!!! hell0 semua~~

Apa khabar harini...harini saya ada satu entry nak cerita, teruja sangat nak cerita cause this story about my beloved teacher;)

My teacher is a man,we call him sir Azman, he is a talkative person, but not a talkative in not useful matters, he always stories about his experience's life, his family's,background's and all as long as he can talk...in the class we always laugh about his stories and we love s0 much.
he said it is one of the strategy to put us in concentrate and more focus in his lessons...he didn't like his students asleep,sleepy or have other works to do than pay attention.

***one day,in our class,we had have talking about mall,about class situation surrounding us, sir Azman said institute educati0n must be creative,innovative to attract students more cheerful in studying.

***sir ada cakap yang kelas ni boring because suasananya,sebab kami study dekat kelas Kuliyyah Arts and Enviroment Designs.so,for sir dalam kepala bila art & design,mesti kelas pun nampak macam ceria,baru ada suasana keseronokan dalam pembelajaran but instead of...

*** so, sir pun start bercerita mengenai impiannya @ imaginasi mengenai seandainya dia adalah seorang menteri pelajaran,dia akan memastikan yang bentuk sekolah tidak akan sama pada semua tempat iaitu seperti bentuk yang kita lihat sekarang,iaitu segi empat..

jika boleh sir nak plan bangunan tu,contoh bentuk L kedudukannya @ bentuk macam bulatan kedudukannya...lebih menarik & seronok untuk didatangi oleh pelajar..
          
          -> Actually macam-macam lagi sebenarnya imaginasi & impian seorang pendidik seperti sir saya,beliau seorang former student's university from USA in Master in English..we love him so much because his style and ways in teaching us..

dia nak bina students mall yang strateginya berpusat di dalam kampus di mana student can make money likes business & we can use leisure time without being worried;)
my sir is dedication teacher that i known...sm0ga Allah merahmati my sir dunia akhirat atas ilmunya;)

          -> that's all my story about my beloved teacher...siapa pun beliau,beliau tetap orang yang memberi ilmu, maka hormati lah guru untuk keberkatan ilmu itu.

 

==> Islam amat menitikberatkan adab seorang murid terhadap gurunya. Adalah menjadi suatu kewajiban bagi kita untuk hormat kepada guru meskipun mereka tidak lagi mengajar kita. Seorang guru sudah pasti mempunyai pengetahuan yang tinggi tentang sesuatu bidang sehingga mampu mengajar orang lain. Oleh sebab itulah menghormati mereka adalah dituntut oleh syarak sebagaimana firman Allah S.W.T :

"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman, taatlah kamu kepada Allah dan taatlah kamu kepada Rasulullah dan kepada "Ulil-Amri" (orang-orang yang berkuasa) dari kalangan kamu." (An-Nisa' :59)

 ==> Pernah diceritakan tentang Imam Syafie menghormati gurunya. Pada suatu hari, sedang beliau memberi kuliah kepada ribuan pelajar-pelajarnya, masuklah seorang badwi yang amat comot serta amat busuk sekali.

Melihat sahaja badwi itu masuk, Imam Syafie lantas berhenti daripada memberi kuliah dan mendekati badwi itu serta memeluknya dengan erat. Tergamam anak muridnya melihat perlakuan Imam Syafie itu. Selesai sahaja memberi kuliah, maka bertanyalah anak muridnya kepada Imam Syafie mengapa beliau memeluk badwi tersebut.

Imam Syafie berkata bahawa walaupun badwi itu busuk dan comot, tetapi badwi itu ialah gurunya. Sebab itu dia memeluk badwi tersebut sebagai cara menghormati guru. Makin terpegun pelajar-pelajarnya apabila diberitahu tentang badwi yang jahil itu menjadi guru Imam Syafie.

Jawab Imam Shafie " Pada suatu hari, sedang aku menulis kitab fekah , aku mempunyai satu masalah iaitu bagaimanakan nak mengenali dan membezakan di antara anjing yang cukup umur dengan anjing yang belum cukup umur. Lalu aku fikir tentu badwi tau kerana badwi banyak memelihara anjing untuk mengawal kambing-kambing mereka.

Aku pun bertanya hal tersebut kepada badwi yang ku peluk tadi. Badwi itu menerangkan bahawa anjing yang cukup umur mengangkat sebelah kaki belakang apabila kencing, manakala anjing yang tidak cukup umur tidak mengangkat kakinya bila kencing. Dengan panduan badwi itulah, maka aku dapat menyiapkan kitabku itu" Begitulah ceritanya. Walaupun terlalu sedikit jasa badwi itu kepadanya, Imam Shafie amat menghargainya dan menghormati sehingga menggelarnya guru.

Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda:
" Tidak termasuk umatku, orang yg tidak hormat orang tua, tidak mengasihi orang muda dan tidak mengiktiraf orang alim di antara kami." (Riwayat Ahmad)

ilmu itu sangat berharga...tinggi darjat orang berilmu di sisi ALLAH s.w.t

----> iNgat 5 perkara sebelum 5 perkara ( Sihat bef0re saKit )

  

Yana ingin bercerita sedikit mengenai kesihatan dan sakit...bila kita berfikir secara mendalam dan seluas-luasnya semua yang telah ALLAH ciptakan,maka kita akan menjadi orang yang paling bersyukur samada diberi nikmat sihat atau sakit kerana setiap apa yang ALLAH ciptakan pasti ada hikmah disebaliknya kan...think positive,u will get m0re healthy;)

.....yana bersyukur kerana sejak kecil yana diberi kesihatan yang agak baik,antibodi yang kuat,agak susah juga la nak sakit seperti demam ke..

ada tetapi setahun boleh dikatakan sekali dua sahaja...bersyukur lah kita kerana diberi kesihatan yang baik tetapi kita mesti ada perasaan kerisauan juga kan,because sakit ni adalah salah satu bentuk kafarah dosa yang ALlah beri untuk menghapus dosa,kadang-kadang terfikir,am i being a far from Allah?? sem0ga yana diberi keampunan atas dosa-dosa yang lepas, sekarang dan akan datang~~sehinggalah yana melanjutkan pelajaran ke oversea,rarely for me t0 get a sickness (alhamdulillah) untill i come back to Malaysia,staying at h0me,yet i am get a sickness..

.....i got offered to further my study in Master's degree,two weeks early,i got fever until lost my voice...i through the difficult situation to speak with other person:( but,i just think this is my punishment of sins..i h0pe,this is 'kafarah' had a remind me turn to ALLAH & don't forget HIM wherever you are as a worshippers~

--> `Berlumba-lumbalah melakukan kebaikan’ (Surah Al-Maidah) sekiranya dia sentiasa menghadapi masalah kesihatan.

...an0ther stories,after i got feel my voice,a weeks after,i got other test by ALLAH, i had have a chicken pox, so, doctor gives me leave to rest at home..s0,the day after today's meeting with doctor,my parent fetch me..that's time in my head,just thought about 'kafarah',i s0 thankful to ALLAH cause remind me about my daily life,about my sins...actually,i got message or sign by ALLAH to me from this disease..sentiasa redha samada kita sihat ataupun sakit...

*hopefully,i will to be a worshippers the best bef0re...always think positive in what the matters t0 come.

*so,the important thing is we must appreciate our health because our body is giving fr0m Allah t0 care.

Rasulullah s.a.w selalu berdoa `Ya Allah, sihatkanlah tubuh badanku, sihatkanlah pendengaranku dan sihatkanlah penglihatanku’ (Allahuma a`fini fi badani, Allahuma a`fini fi sam’I, Allahuma `afini fi basori)

*akal yang sihat adalah dari badan yang sihat,bila badan sihat,kita mampu lakukan kerja dengan sebaik mungkin yang telah diamanahkan oleh Allah,s0,jagalah kesihatan & banyakkan benda bermanfaat ketika sihat kerana bila sakit datang menjengah,belum tentu semua benda yang kita mampu lakukan seharian seperti ibadah dapat kita lakukan dengan sempurna ketika sakit.

Surah al-Baqarah ayat 172 – 173- bermaksud:

‘Hai orang yang beriman, makanlah barang yang baik-baik dari apa yang diberikan kepada kamu dan bersyukurlah kepada Allah, jika betul kamu hanya beribadat kepadanya. Sesungguh-nya Allah hanya mengharamkan kepada kamu memakan bangkai, darah, daging babi dan binatang-binatang yang disembelih tidak kerana Allah, maka barangsiapa dalam keadaan terpaksa dengan tidak sengaja dan tidak melampaui batas, maka tidaklah berdosa baginya (memakan/mengguna benda-benda yang haram) kerana sesungguhnya Allah Maha Pengampun Lagi Mengasihani.’

{ Kerinduan.......}

...kerinduan bertandang,

bagai hembus bayu menyapa helaian anak rambut,

ku lihat anak kecil sedang bermain-main di sawah padi,

ku pandang jauh ke hujung dunia,

aku menanti seseorang yang masih tidak hadir,

seseorang yang amat kurindui,

wajahnya tidak ku temui tapi di celah bayang-bayang mentari fatamorgana,

terlintas wajahnya ku tatapi,

rindu pada kenangan itu,

kenangan yang bertandang bermain di benakku satu persatu,

betapa aku menyayangi insan itu,

tiada yang mampu menggantikan tempatnya barangkali kerana dia yang pertama & terakhir...

aku rindukan kenangan itu...
sem0ga masih ada lagi ruang,umur yang panjang dan waktu untuk kita bertemu,
walaupun kita dipisahkan dengan beribu-ribu jarak dan benua,
sem0ga ukhwah ini kekal bukan sahaja di ingatan tetapi dalam d0a buatmu yang aku sayangi...


Ya ALLAH...
terima kasih atas peringatan ini,
m0ga ukhwah yang dibina ini akan sentiasa mengingatkan aku kepadaMu,
siapa aku di dunia yang sekadar pinjaman ini,
ALLAHUAKBAR...